TRUEORIGIN™
‘Meryl’ Mdm. YEO, Yawen { wen 雯 }
Artist, Composer, Entrepreneur
Director
Singapore . Australia (Melbourne) . Switzerland.
est. 2012
*In Singapore, “Mdm.” denotes a woman, born female, who is or was married, and chose to keep her maiden name upon marriage. It means Madam, as in ‘Madam President’ rather than ‘Madam (of escorts)’. Language is interesting isn’t it. It tells you all you need to know about a culture and what people are like at any given point. Oh, and, the many copycats’ Hermetics have an accent. You stand in front of some doors that never open.
All Rights Reserved 2025. Words mine.
Business Owner.
Singaporean Creator. Ignostic Freethinker. Original Composer and author in multiple languages, both fictional and real, with accurate symbolism. A dreamer since young, but also a do-er.
My works are original and were composed solely by myself, before I met my first (and only) husband. I received no help to put them out, but people were pulling a lot of excuses and stunts to apparently take them off my hands without fair agreement or manipulate the narrative through forceful actions.
When I went to Switzerland, they deliberately did things to deny my originality and identity. They pretended I were a refugee when I had an invite letter, registered me as a completely different person to try and delete my taxpayer history so I could not be found. But I’m a taxpayer with a longtime career and the records to prove it, living in a family home that’s been fully paid for with legitimate income. I’m fully aware of what’s been done on the Swiss side, and I‘ve ensured that their forced changes are tracked in my own set of documents showing how they deliberately arranged it — none of their records match any of my application forms and supporting documents. They have 30+ years worth of fingerprint and legitimate taxpayer’s records since infancy. There’s no excuse to have denied corrections as though they’d already decided only one outcome was possible even before I arrived on their soil. It will hardly look good on them, and they will have a lot to answer for.
Because some people are purely motivated by money, greed and petty fame/accolades, they become fearful when challenged to understand the motivations of those like myself. They project their fears onto the person who holds a mirror up to them and challenges them to wake up from their state of unconsciousness. Observers are left puzzled; on one hand they seem to have been told the apparent target is worthless or ill-bred — and then they meet me. I had to watch this one innocent officer go pale and ask me not to sue him after I gave him a tour of my temporary office like he was VIP, poor guy was just doing the dirty job for his cowardly Swiss supervisors who lacked the balls to face my scrutiny and had to make it about something else. Furthermore the disproportionate amount of energy being invested into these contrived ends contradicts everything they’ve been told about their target. It suggests a value. A value that contradicts all the fake narratives and false intelligence by far. I’m guessing I surprised some folks who are hard to surprise, maybe made some unusual friends _|_. Money is made, truth is earned. And the truth is, all I had to do was show up, live the way I dreamed, and “be the change”. And so I was, am, and will be. They can write stories cursing you with all kinds of bad endings and other projections from their endless scroll of mental illnesses, out of jealousy of your health and inner wealth. But when you can write your own story, who gives a flying f*** about bloated anti-fun-bags of cytoplasm whose tens move like wooden poles and are all around flatter than an airport runway. :) Pardon my French, I seem to be more creative since encountering player haters, but yes in general there’s room for better standards.
The only religion I’ve ever indicated on forms is “Freethinker”. Previously married in Switzerland as Mrs. Schindhelm nata Yeo, Yawen (2019-2024). If in doubt — I never use gmail or hotmail since they lack basic encryption & security options that prevent unmoderated abuse. I’m just an independent civilian whose extreme curiosity about the world, albeit with a keen eye and tongue for the truth has open doors no one knew were there, much less expected would open. It seems the ceiling is still a bit low in our flat little world, but it makes no real difference to me since my sphere of influence goes beyond that. :)
My works have never aimed to humiliate. It’s about freedom from such things, and healing through unusual angles and pathways as medicine, about how to change the space you’re in without so much as leaving it, and rediscover your true heritage just by doing what you already do, differently — developing immunity to the so-called “culture” that harasses and abuses our best and brightest for views and control, with the adage “if you can’t beat them, ____ (insert whatever 4-letter word you’re in the mood for here) them”. It’s an acknowledgment that if the best of us are held hostage and unable to get help/heard, the rest of us can hardly hope for solutions or a better outcome. It’s criticism at how the truth only survives if it’s put out as a joke, something too unimportant to bother with or deliberately mundane, bad or obtuse, with a few cheeky winks.
As a nickname, Meryl shows up on none of my legal documents. And as a Singaporean holding the world’s #1 ranked passport, no one has an excuse to deliberately misidentify me for any reason or pretend the face to face experiences are anything less than genuine or part of paid entertainment — whether to deny me a service or basic rights, or as a fear response towards what my works enable in meaningful dialogues, exciting new collaborations and ways of seeing the world. Just being afraid of change is no excuse. Soz but most of the world is free of the fake narratives that so many are trapped in. We write our own stories, with real experiences — not paid actors and sets in countries that have ruined themselves and their vision with fake lives, trying to drag in anyone with real memories and claiming anything that’s real is fake, in hopes that their fake becomes the only new reality.
To my amusement, as I travel the globe as a Singaporean, many people still seem surprised in this day and age that I’m educated and able to speak and write English as a native language, having grown up in the Cambridge English tradition with a short stint in gifted arts. I’ve traveled the globe with my family since a young age, enjoying (well, I try) a long and fairly glamorous career spanning multiple industries and MNCs in Singapore and Australia, with the exception of Switzerland — I had gone over to Switzerland in 2019 for (straight) non-Lavender marriage and had fully expected to continue my career with my own original Intellectual Property (creative), which I’d compiled since 7 years of age and begun in earnest at 22 Starlight Road while supporting myself with a combination of life savings and frontline roles. Since Swiss infrastructure is unfriendly to entrepreneurs (much less creative ones), it failed to understand what working to support one’s dreams looks like on paper among other things that happened. Fortunately I have a healthy outlook and remain undeterred in the face of stubborn evils. Although the results take time, they are the results that last. I was an MoE-certified trainer for high school kids but also trained accountant and an original composer and author in multiple Germanic languages including music and (de-)coder of symbology (occult & foreign, public data) who never gave up on pursuing my childhood background in gifted arts (displaced by family tragedy and irresponsible adults), as mentioned my husband was a quantum-chemist turned adjunct professor and filmmaker. My works all have my author name symbolically embedded throughout them. I also do what I teach. By extension of my pursuing my childhood passion (gifted arts), I needed to find a balanced way to have a studio. I guess I was still shocked at the reasons why direct democracy is such a failure in today’s world, because I only found out when I tried to conduct my life in a place that was supposed to be leaps and bounds ahead of the world in social advancement but the people who advertised themselves as being those things were harbouring the worst violations. Places that openly admitted they were strict and authoritarian, offered more freedom because they seemed to deter criminals, I’d only caught glimpses of these things when working in MNCs that had me traveling the globe. After Switzerland, there remained no illusion of it as a place of mostly good health and abundance. It was impossible to set up in a place with no framework for me as a business owner and where its core incentives were placed so that people kept interfering with my basic mobility like it wants to make their political problem my problem (how is that neutral). Fortunately I’ve bounced back and regained weight since returning to Singapore. Switzerland’s unhealthy environment made me look worse than before I arrived, and since I left I’ve visibly recovered in Singapore to a remarkable degree. My face is glowing again, skin dewy and translucent, suddenly no infections, but of course soon I will need to move on again and continue on my path. I just need to get back to where I was last in Singapore (and earlier Australia), before Switzerland took away that progress. Remarkably, I’d stayed clean with no addictions in what was the unhealthiest and un-free environment I’d ever encountered in a first world country. To my horror, they were doing it first and foremost to Caucasian people. Their own people included. Direct democracy only works if people are mature enough for laissez faire and actually understand/are able to discern what someone who’s simply exercising freedom to do the workings looks and sounds like, vs. actual criminal activity. But just like we know why we’d never give a gun to someone who fails at self-control, we ought to know better than to give the power of direct democracy and National database to a-neutral groups of unwise people who have zero respect for human rights and free will — even towards those who look more like themselves, much less someone who looks more foreign like me.
Sometimes people just want what you have without working for it. It’s a downside of being or having the world’s best of anything. They mistakenly think it’s the clothes and material items you hold that makes you, when it’s the other way around. Once you open the door to your higher self and walk through, you create from the kind of memory and wealth that lasts.
After what I’d witnessed from youth, I’d been determined to study the world and what ailed it. It’s quite sublime to have gone through what I have, discover more of myself that keeps surprising me and also others. I suppose it takes a certain kind of courage, character as driving force, and a sprinkle of luck to keep coming out well-adjusted and seemingly untouched by the addiction issues experienced by so many of those I encounter along the way. I marvel at what lets me stay on path, on and off the beaten track.
The reason one chooses honest-as-possible, best practice dealings instead of calculative manipulation, is because one lasts and gets you authentic memories, lets you keep going places and rising in your goals. The latter keeps you poorly adjusted and unhealthy, dependent. The same formulas that can make you feel very clever and in control, end up limiting and controlling you. Fixed formulas become binds and make you stupid, turn you into open books and you’ll think you’ve read someone or gotten them to do something you want — but you just end up fulfilling others’ expectations and doing their workings for them when you fail to realize what you’re really doing. Most people are unqualified to assess or guide a person who’s outstanding and with their own goals, even if they put themselves in charge of assessing you or giving out the (meaningless) awards. It matters less what they think, if the person they’re allegedly assessing keeps defying their scoring system to rise above in their own unique brand of excellence — regardless of these systems of fixed beliefs and limited ways of thinking/being. Many seem to believe a set of behaviours, flogged ideologies and wearables can define them. Perhaps that’s for them, but is it really for you or even good for you? And, do you observe a person, or do they observe you?
My sister never played past level 17 in arcane legends. I was the sole player, also owner and content creator of the YouTube channel. I never outsourced. I did get global #1’s, and the best ones were on a team. But I eventually had to move on as I was in the midst of other real-life career highlights with a lot going on for me. It was easy to leave, as I’d already benefited from being part of a council-of-7 guild leadership in a healthy Singaporean community. It takes guts to stick to your vision, insist on creating professional conditions with fair pay and credit instead of forced donation situations, and refuse sell out or change yourself for money or fame. Sometimes it means only paying yourself allowances for as long as it takes to make it happen. And sometimes the people who seem best positioned to spot and recognise your talent, who have access to infinitely more resources than you and claim to be the ones to decide your success, may only stall you from taking your rightful place in life in the kind of success you actually dreamed of and want. As opposed to what they say you or everybody “like you”, “should” want. I’ll get to my desired destination.
Most women are known to be too easily discouraged from their path or careers, giving up their life and place to others.
I have never been of that breed of woman.
I put out what I want to see, not just what other people want to see. Everyone is watching. And, be nice — you never really know who a person will become. ;)
I believe in using one’s privilege the way one sees fit, leveraging the power of free agreements that respect free will.
This world can make a person feel stupid for wanting to work for anything. So why do things that seem like a longer road to rewards? How can one can see past the marketing to discern when something diminishes our future, instead of making it brighter? Why care about what others think at all, and why would they want you to care?
If all you do is listen to others, they’ll say you can only be what they’ve decided you can ever be. That you can only achieve great things by following what a small group prescribes as success and successful mindsets or categories for the era. But almost everything you’re being sold and told is good for you keeps you as eternal paupers and puts you on a mousewheel saying it leads to freedom; you’ll never be able to take it anywhere you go. I work on what these people can never touch — the jewel that can never be stolen or destroyed.
My works include the full breadth of a production blueprint, from my own original written compositions — poetry, prose, musical lyrics — original musical notes and baseline/tempo, choreography (direction), construction of characters and story, theatre play and scenes also adapted for TV/movie format, composed with timed accuracy — under the right conditions, across cultures and major religions in time. I like to say that I speak several languages at the native level — Symbolism, English,Time, Intuition. Of many, I have composed a 10-minute hymn for the “Haus” “of Ormen (5-dimensional tongue)” with music and visual keys for the Haus’s desired contract withdrawal, and other songs cementing my authorship and function, referencing my birth name and bloodline.
The response to me and what I do as a director of my own works has been excellent, and I look forward to finding my place in this world with my output.
As a business owner, I decide when to pay myself. People from Singapore are hardcore taxpayers and dual income households. No one has time for -isms, no one got here through an -ism or quota. We rolled up our sleeves and built from nothing. Every person who lives in a flat registered to their family lives in a house that is fully paid for in taxes. Additionally, my family paid property tax when we were landed property owners. I’ve been a registered taxpayer since the age of 14, then started in earnest at age 19. I used my savings, I was bewildered to come across many people who reacted like this was impossible, Some misguided souls thought to try and erase or disconnect me from my history, but Singapore is #1 for good reason. I have full fingerprint and hospital records since infancy, CPF tax entries and records. Despite all, I started with nothing and no benefit from the family, worked my way back up and earned my own right to walk my path. I paid my own way through school and survived overseas. I was briefly in a gifted arts programme in an otherwise STEM-focused top school, and quietly worked on my own creative/literary IP since youth; these workings were done by myself using publicly-available data encountered in the course of my work life and by my own field research — I’ve sponsored myself, took care to keep my main body of works separate from others’, and it’s pretty low to obscure my achievements or authorship so they never have to debate the ideas and questions your works raise. Why bother with people who only want to waste your time, when there are plenty of sincere people out there who still are interested in being on a good path.
I‘ve flown the globe since a young age with my Temasek-era Singaporean family as the Eldest daughter, and have benefited from extensive international travel and above-board dealings enabled by our world’s #1 passport — which my grandparents and later helped make possible from 1965, after Malaysia kicked us out and left us stranded with no resources. My mother and maternal grandparents have distinct features that make them stand out from the local crowd, and you can easily see our resemblance in photos (I have features that are very particular to my mum and maternal granddad). To present someone with their own IP and an uninterrupted full-time career in First world countries and MnCs, across education (MoE certified), Big Tech, top 3 Telco and as anytjing but upstanding is just dishonest and plain ignorant/foolish. There’s no pretending I somehow came out of nowhere or have no legitimate history. I was just quietly making progress and making my decisions instead of explaining or waiting for others to notice, and paid no heed as others gloated. It’s all real. May look humble in nature, but I guess we’ll see what lasts the test of time.
I own NoDamnPie.com.
No representatives. I’ve never sold, donated or leased my original drafts or private sketchbooks.
To those who did help me dodge some bullets — thank you. And thank you for helping to restore my connection. I have some memory of what happened before everything began in earnest on the other side, but the details need working out.
Some of us require no belief to exist as we do, doing what we do. When extremists and lost souls behave like a pack of hounds, you just have to be the better person. The best answer to naysayers is to succeed on your own terms.
There are many queens, but only one empress. As a popular motto goes — The best is yet to be! :)
Words mine.
‘Meryl’ Mdm. YEO, Yawen 2025 All Rights Reserved.
***I have sold, leased nor transferred NONE of my IP or copyrighted works, whether in part or full, I remain sole owner and handler of my undivided estate.***
Singapore. Australia (Melbourne). Switzerland.
Here’s to what and whom lasts, all the way down memory lane.
The world is my Oyster.
