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Independent English Playwright (Literary Writer) & Fine Artist:
Meryl Yeo, Yawen (Mdm. Yeo)
Firmly Non-AI.
*Swiss Authorities registered me on their government databases as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo
(formerly aka Mrs. Michael Schindhelm 24 Oct 2019-21 Nov 2024. My first marriage. He’s 23 years my senior.)
I’m Singaporean, and entirely independent in my practice. I partake in no activism/politics.
I will never lower myself to sell my Artwork.
I will never sell and/or donate any part of myself, my identity and/or my position.
I never said that I am Schindhelm. That’s what Swiss authorities said, and refused me right to automatic corrections of obvious mistakes owed by their own laws (Swiss CC Art 43 SR210 “The register authorities must of their own accord rectify mistakes resulting from an obvious oversight or error”, FDAP Art 6 para 7 “The consent must be explicitly given for: a. processing sensitive personal data” such as a form which states without any ambiguity or room for interpretation that a change of legal name and/or a transfer of details to a joint application that changes the person’s master data is being performed). The proof is my name as per my Singapore passport (reported stolen) showing that I have refused this change of name, my letter to a gang of female lawyers in Ticino stating I absolutely refuse to change my Singapore passport name when they tried to force me using terms like "if you want your problems to magically go away..”, and Singapore birth certificate.
I said, that I am Meryl Yeo Yawen. And this is my (ex-)husband Michael Schindhelm.
I have never “taken a pause” at any time. And from what I can see, it’s made no difference whether or not corrupt authorities made it seem like I got shut somewhere in a cave and disappeared, because I’ve only evolved in my craft and never stopped creating new originals as potent as the ones they’ve been putting out, while they have run out of things to parrot and have started to tell on themselves. There they were so convinced that “anybody” can do it that they must’ve had a nasty shock when the investors put on the brakes on basis of doubting their Authorship/Ownership. Since then they’ve been trying to ask me how I even manage to convince people to fund my Art, and they couldn’t even do it themselves — they had to send people. I’ve never kept quiet, or disappeared, they just made it appear that way by going against their own SOP and audits, refusing to log any enquiry or generate case reference numbers, only issuing internal memos but refusing to issue official correspondence despite me proving that everything on my CV is real and even after I hired a Swiss lawyer. And they’re still doing this right now. I challenged them at every single step. What they’re doing is totally illegal and aneutral. I’m in no way pausing, I have neither paused nor am I “reconsidering” anything I’m doing — no one is authorized to speak for me. What I’ve done is I have said no to being forced to abandon/ donate/ transfer/ give up my Identity, Property and/or Ownership Rights in any way, manner, shape and/or form. I am a Living Person and you’re obligated by your own Swiss laws to correctly follow the sensitive data on my Singapore birth certificate when processing my Bern-approved application regardless of your opinion. You can’t deny me the right to lodge any case or file police reports, then release me as a totally different person than is stated on my Singapore birth certificate. Both my biological parents’ races and the name/location of the private hospital I was born in are clearly listed on my Singapore birth certificate, along with other vital government data.
*I have no representatives. If you never dealt direct with me, then the work has never started at all.*
There are some people trying to create identity verification issues for me and prevent me from being found. It’s still ongoing with recent and new events that keep being generated, and they are refusing to let me leave with my sensitive private data (government), life and assets/IP although I’m the owner of my own business/IP and I’ve never signed a bond with any government or institute/entity. I’ve never changed my mind or paused to relook at what I’m doing, I just said no to giving up my Identity, Ownership and IP to anyone else even when they *think* they were successful in forcing me to abandon. They thought wrong. They fail to understand how authorship and Ownership works, and they have to follow my Singapore birth certificate. Their caveman drawings on my 1st World government data are moot. In the time they took to do all that, they could’ve done something useful — like evolve, perhaps, so they can get closer to restoring their own personal access to what they clearly value. It’s not actually that hard, they’re just making it needlessly so for themselves and everyone else whom they want to say couldn’t possibly make it without their constantly life/productivity-obstructing “help”.
I originally arrived in Switzerland in 2019 as a never-married woman, and had no other relation throughout apart from my legal marriage. No one else lived together with us at any time. I’ve never had any children, real or adopted. I’ve never given birth. Swiss Authorities would be obviously wrong to register us as living with other people or at different addresses for any reason, nor misuse either of our documents to make it seem like there are different people registered as living in our marital home. I have no obligation to accept any Swiss document that fails to strictly follow my sensitive data as per Singapore birth certificate, and/or their own laws on explicit consent as outlined by Swiss FADP Art 6 para 7 when processing my sensitive data in line with my one and only official approved Swiss application as an *individual* with no one joining before or after. I have signed no form that would meets the requirement of explicit consent to a legal name change as outlined in Swiss FADP Art 6 para 7. I showed up in person. My Singapore birth certificate clearly states that I’m a mix of two pure Chinese races, my biological parents being Hakka Chinese on my mum’s side and Hainanese Chinese on my dad’s side. If Swiss authorities think they can try to change my race by putting me on a joint application with an unknown brown person and issuing me a dependent permit b from that (instead of my official individual application) as if I’m a half brown child, and I only find out 1.5 years after I leave, through global border tracking (I know how to ask questions from industry experience) and an internal memo sent to my Swiss counsel — not even an official letter, but a circular or memo — I’m not the political activist. Those Swiss authorities who performed the operation are. That is not neutral, they actually have laws for that. It’s neither the Singaporean nor Swiss way. That’s something they only do in 3rd world countries and if they want to practice such things they should go back there and stop wasting the time of successful and healthy people who have high mobility and options.
I’m a former Singapore Airlines flight stewardess, joined late in career and got in on 1st try, apart from having a 10-year professional career in big tech/banking/telco (public data, ID verification, decentralized systems & process queues… Solaris/Oracle, Vantive, KBMS) and hospitality managerial/training/frontend restructure. It’s impossible for Swiss authorities to register me as a man in 2019 and insist they’re correct, pretend this is a feminist thing, or pretend I didn’t challenge their glaring mistakes at every turn or point out necessary corrections. From 2019 all through to now in 2026 I’m still the same weight as when I joined SQ, actually slightly lighter, and my skin and hair are quite a bit better in 2026 than when I was flying >15 years ago. I haven’t altered myself, I’ve pretty much always looked this way but have a better diet now (since 2015). Swiss laws compel Swiss Authorities to fix glaring mistakes of their own accord. If someone who’s obviously a man and wildly mismatches my CV showed up with my Singapore birth certificate and application and offered them some money under the table to have him registered as me on their systems and issue him my government ID but as a man while registering me as a different person with none of my files, so that when I enquire from frontend no front desk officer can find my record, no matter what that guy offered them under the table that’s just wrong. In Swiss law that’s fraud. If they’re unqualified to perform in-person registrations, to handle decentralized citizen databases and track their own process queues and audit flags, they have no business operating one that *generates* official government ID using live sensitive citizen/resident data that global police use to track people.
Since this concerns my private life and private sensitive data, I will challenge it all the way to the top/end.
My legal name as accepted by the Singapore Monetary and Tax Authorities of Singapore is Mdm. Yeo Yawen, or Mdm. Yawen Yeo.
It should be fairly obvious, but when you create compelling fiction sometimes people can get fanatically upset when they feel they have connected with your character(s) and/or story at a deeper level, and experience trouble linking these back to real life. Or they want to be a part of your version of success. Normally, an author draws from more than one source even if for any character that seems to share some exaggerated or indirect traits with the author. I’ve had cases where people have become absolutely convinced that a character or something I’ve written is about them, and they can get even angrier when told that it’s not because they’ve become so invested in it. But the most perplexing thing for me, is that some got to know some of the stories I wrote before I ever published, because after they felt a connection with some of my earlier works they’d decided to get a hold of my material before it was released. And now it’s been rather difficult when there’s been interferences trying to stop me from being found because a number of people think I might have gainful returns and want these for themselves.
I’ve never gone for an audition. I’ve given one complete private performance of my original copyrighted material, and I also made it clear which parts were my own material. For some of that material, I gave two separate performances. As these were complete finals and also eventually used as complete finals without my authorization, they cannot be considered mere “ideas”. If someone registers my tangible copyrighted material first, it doesn’t automatically become their copyright. Knowingly registering my work as your own is considered fraud. I remember the agreements that I make.
It makes no matter if you think that I allegedly “don’t deserve” outward success and/or recognition/old wealth commensurate with the Proof I’ve just provided just because you think I never formally studied animation and/or music, and assume I “can’t judge” the transitions and technical data and so on. None of you who called yourself the authors, are capable of being the sole author of the volume of my original manuscripts I created exclusively in this lifetime that you just executed which just gave you a 10-year global run, multiple series and albums, all clear standalones that are still unimitable to this day by even the people who carried it out, including all who declare yourselves experts and insiders. Furthermore after being celebrated and awarded, my material still being repeated till today word for word, with your new material paying tributes to it, like it’s biblical, revealing just how high you yourselves value it.
But after the fact, no one’s been able to continue at that level after you’ve run out of my Copyrighted IP which have never been just a natural resource I got “lucky” in finding (just because you said so) but something I have the CV to back that gives me that precise lived experience that I then craft into the completeand tangible form that you just used in the last 10 years without remunerating or crediting me. None of what you used can be called “raw material” or “ideas” as if it’s natural resources that’s already there in full that anyone can just access. You used my work end to end and word for word, note for note without any abridging or further additions or subtractions except background embellishments — it is a complete work, your choice in publishing it that way as is, proves it. I’ve lived a real, full life with what’s seen across my full overlapping CV. But I crafted my complete work so quickly as compared to any of you — no drafts — that it just looked instant when you just simply haven’t the slightest clue how the full connection to creativity works, all of you think you have to copy from somewhere else or can only receive instruction from somebody but you cannot make your own material. So you wrongly assume everybody must be like this, otherwise you declare it’s fake. Because I composed it so instantly you think it was all already there, ready-made, I allegedlyjust got “lucky” and “discovered it”, “came out of nowhere” when I simply literally ascended and graduated to a higher level to do this as I demonstrated in my 2016 Art of Zinemaking workshop. It literally is an individual skill, which requires the person to qualify free of substances and free of manipulation to enter a certain higher space and process their own life in a way which hardly just anyone can do. If you want to give it names and call it the 4th dimension and 5th dimensional space, so be it, but don’t pretend this has anything to do with superstition or magic, or that I have no right to talk about it so that you can stop pretending that Singaporeans or anyone you’ve been doing this to are sterile, robots, or “AI” — see, none of you qualify or have the range even if you hoard the old textbook knowledge and only give yourselves access to it, because you never cultivated your own connection and spent your whole lives thwarting/denying the existence of the very things you claim to desire for yourselves. You mistake the means for the end, you just want to hold the positions but help no one but yourselves. And what you’ve been saying to me, in how I’ve been treated rather than being given access to any honest and respectful dialogue/exchange, is that you think I don’t deserve to have the means or be given the means if I won’t just agree with you that the means is more important than the ends and lower myself to sell you my Art. If I refuse to give up on myself, just like you gave up on yourselves. It’s ludicrous. You are obsessed with the material world to the point you forget to live the life and instead start being vindictive and trying to deprive others like myself from reaching the sky (so to speak), lying that I somehow chose to give up or pause/take a break and change my mind on what I want to do just before or after I got rewarded, when the truth is I said no to you when you tried to force me to give up my Identity, Ownership and Assets to you completely. You just made a 10 year declaration that I qualify, and have Owner credentials, and you just went as far as using a First World government to remove my legal status as a person so that I can’t say I Own anything I’ve made or even make my own contracts. And you want to arrange it so that even after I’ve left I can’t even say I’m the original author and owner of any new manuscripts or content that I create. Just because you never managed it for yourself, you want to arrange it so no one else can have it. Allegedly I can’t exist, just because you said so. You’re always inventing new and fake reasons to take people away from our lives where the real magic happens, it’s so riduculous that despite my CV you still need me to parade around in a beauty or bikini contest ungraciously plugging your Juris Doctorate or any number of qualifications in fits of echolalia (which honestly aren’t hard to obtain but is a waste of time if you plan on using this limited lifespan to distilling and putting out material that essentially lets you be a Full Owner/ Commander of your own creative armies). You people who spent the time specially testing and selecting me and bringing me over to Switzerland absolutely knew this. You designed an “un-winnable” situation that misses the point, using measurements that won’t even matter 50 or 100 years from now. You don’t even have the slightest clue as to what lasts but make yourselves practically the sole authority of it. Now you want to say I’m a nobody and is cut off from enjoying the fruits of my labour because I’m allegedly unable to judge your work technically (i.e. you think I can’t tell the difference because you said so). Yet none of you who ordered/instructed, reverse choreographed, performed and/or executed my manuscripts, was part of the organization or arrangement/orchestration or whatever you want to call it, none of you remotely come close to knowing how to tailor life itself to distill the Master threads of your own organic lived experiences which no one else can have or do in uncontrolled environments, the way I did. And none of you can synthesize and weave the entire tapestry from said threads, which are not just ideas — the tapestry was complete and in its First tangible form. Therefore, it’s not your work, and Fair Use laws only apply after the original Author/copyright holder has published it for the first time agreeing to certain terms & conditions. After you ran out of what I made, all your threads tell on you like tacking on fancy coats on cheap constructs that have no content and fall apart, while you know where I am and who I am but pretend not to recognize me in humble clothes. Nor consciousness/ perception and sensory processing in order to make reality part that way to give me the ingredients that only I can harvest and manually process — these are all required to be the inventor and “alchemist” that can distill and weave the Master Material (i.e. the untransferable original author signature and proof of ownership) inherent in all those stories you just carried out, and conceive of those pieces and layers of symbols yourselves that have a master connection to something of fully your own. None of the full is present in one single person, you only need to touch on them once and you know none are the author even if you put their name there and say they’re me. You needed to spread the body of my complete material over entire armies of people, yet not a single one of them can be identified as the sole author of those body of works nor can any of them make their own material that’s remotely of that quality after they use mine to advertise themselves saying it’s their brainchild, despite all their alleged technical knowhow as compared to mine.And within one season, every one of them who claim that they’re me can be seen dropping back into their true quality in their subsequent material which like like the infrastructure/frame ran away but carries no content. Then how does that make you better than overpaid technical workers, whose subsequent works can never reach the level and class/category of the original Master material which I created so naturally and delivered in one single performance already fully complete and so original that it’s never been seen in the world, like entire volumes were dropped from the sky into my head rather than copied and repeated from the next guy (no auditions, thanks). Then you’ve missed the forest for the trees so to speak — that all your embellishments and technical “education” that money can only buy, crumbles in the face of that which simply can never be bought with money and happens in spite of artifice/manipulation not because of it (see Singapore), and you create nothing that lasts because you fail to understand how content is created. My existence alone challenges your understanding of where your power comes from — what’s the true source of your power. Even when I remain a “super beginner” in this lifetime and limit myself to public data (albeit something like a level 100 in a level 1), my work is more complex than any of you so-called skilled people who’ve executed it. Even when I’m artificially cast as the lowest when I’m of the Highest order (it’s just a really bad time for people like me), through my Art of Living I still create the level of value that none of you can create. My life and my person that you hvae deemed as. “useless” produces more valuable than any of yours alone.
Let’s face it, I’m no activist, I’m no “traitor”, I’m no feminist, no politician, don’t drink, don’t smoke, no drugs no addictions, love life, always ambitious and somewhat adventurous in proportion to background, get along great with people on my own, barely swear in regular conversations but can switch up the mode of conversation, I’m almost none of the things you’re trying to associate me with to stop me from showing up. Sure I’ll never get picked as #1 on looks alone in a beauty pageant with bikini segment while clutching my framed JD or doctor’s degree or economics degree or animation, anthropology, whatever degrees, IQ certificate depending on how much boosting I want to do (I mean your masters’ used to be called diplomas etc), “casually” mentioning I did i.e. C++ when I was 9 or something just so you know I want to be respected for utterly burning the years on it hoping that you’ll see me as a worthy human being — but in the end these are just means to an end for which themselves hold no value. but you can’t say that I’m a man — you simply decided that you couldn’t afford to have someone like me exist because it makes all your social engineering look redundant.
Some of us require no one’s belief to exist. We simply march to the beat of our own drums despite, and in spite of, all these politics about that want to change us into something we’re not, hoping to take away our real stories so they can sell their fake ones. Well too bad, I exist and persist anyway. :)
I mean, if someone wants to write me into a tragedy, why should I have to accept it. If they lack the bandwidth to have a good imagination of me, sorry for them but I have my life and my future. If they want to claim it’s allegedly impossible for certain people to achieve certain things through their own natural abilities and natural normal biology, that’s just their opinion. Some of us exist without manipulation and changes to our nature regardless of what they seem to want everyone to believe, just because they said so. I have the final say on who I get to be, I’ll have the final say on how my life’s story goes.
I’m glad I met kindred folks during my time in Australia, too. They can use our catchphrases, but have no ability to make new ones so they end up telling on themselves anyway. We’ll always update ourselves with new ones, I hope they enjoy looking like giant Repeatocons to the rest of us. They can try and use our credentials and pretend to be us, but we will be found. They can try to darvo us to kingdom come so that the originals look like the copies, but we will prevail.
The living signature is inimitable.
My previous Aussie mobile number was +61 422 555 225.
Random: Just bought a room spray, labelled “sharp focus”. Aptly so it seems. Essential oils, it said. Choice blend, it said. And with a little spritz, out came a puff of a skunk’s scent. Yeugh—- well that’s one way to bring focus. Least it does what it says, can’t say the same for Swiss admin in recent days of yonder (if there were such a thing, that would be it). Gonna take my iron gloves off soon. One hopes.
On my keyboard, tappity tap. New switches. Like. Tad flimsy, one just crumbled to smithereens with a firm tweeze. Oops. Boo hoo. -sips tea-
Real person here, ’case you didn’t notice.
I’m on it! :)
I’m a playwright, original composer and standalone Fine artist (neo-digital, Cryptography & Art), and sole Owner of my own business. My works are bespoke based on my own unique self-generated original creative material. No commissions, no endorsements, no representatives. I’m the sole owner of my original IP/copyrights. Please only deal direct.
I’ve never authorized nor consented to having my work(s), private property, identity and/or likeness be transferred to any other individual, entity and/or group at any time, in any manner, shape or form, whether in part or full, nor be used to inform Artificial Intelligence (AI), to be falsely characterized as being and/or associated with AI at any time, in any manner, shape or form, whether in part or full.
My closest reference to Water is “Be like water” and that would be Bruce Lee. The closest your sources are to your own conjunction points, the better.
I was born in the 80’s at Gleneagles private Hospital Singapore to Singaporean Chinese parents (and Singaporean pioneer generation grandparents. I’m a mix of two Chinese races - Hakka Chinese and Hainanese Chinese), am firmly non-government, and am an Independent voice that stands firmly apart from activism/politics. I’m entirely self-motivated in my Art practice, combining honest self-expression and whatever was naturally available to me since early childhood. In no way do I receive assistance, nor do I do paid-for-hire works or commissions.
If I’m brought on board a project that eventually ceases to have a role for me but still uses my work, they still have to pay out from any funds they collected when my name was on the dossiers, agreements and/or ownership registries. If they declare any payouts and reimbursements (after I leave), as alleged technical work or independent advice for tax purposes, it changes nothing, it’s still my funds as project owner so it would be inaccurate to describe me as a “paid-for-hire” or doing such works. It also doesn’t change the fact that my CV clearly shows I’m Management. Also, by my exit I endorse nothing.
My works often explore the art of Self-Criticism as empowerment through transmutation. In no way does it advocate being cruel to yourself or allowing/inviting abuse.
My 2014 Artwork as seen in the background of my website (trueorigin.net) is pencil on paper, with original digital handpainting applied using a scientific method with encryption elements. It employs two unique original inventions of mine in a marriage of Science and Art using technology, with my art cryptology-based design for universal prevention of forgery/metadata erasure or unique signature tampering. Even if someone were to take an eraser to the physical pencil drawing or destroy the 3D copy, the full integrity of the Artwork is preserved and can be faithfully restored. Even if someone were to take your works apart and write their name(s) all over yours, or try and make you disappear, you can and will be found. My Art is bespoke — woven existentially and spontaneously into cultural tapestries, sequenced using time, with me in full control and decoding / deciphering with precision while painting and expressing the Results technically, creatively and artistically in the truest/highest order. The aforementioned techniques remain my sole inventions under my exclusive care and ownership.
The idea behind it is very simple, aside from what you obviously see. If you have no idea what’s the key, you can have the file but never the original. It would be like being able to read the name of the file and see a lot of words from the gate but not open it to read it.
I’ve moved on from Switzerland and Europe because after considering their offer, I think can do quite a bit better than that, and I can take it farther than that. I’ve said no and exited because I have standards. If there was a failure of management, just misdeclaring me as the manager to confuse people of our identities does nothing to switch our roles & responsibilities. Neither does trying to change my surname, misregister my gender, unofficially transfer my private government details to a different application than approved to try and remove my credentials — I’ll still be found, because I can find myself. Turns out, my CV is real.
I originally had more up here, but decided to remove it to avoid enabling someone to use it and just say she’s me.
People can believe and do whatever they want for themselves. As long as they’re not seriously expecting to force me into anything outside of what I’ve agreed.
For what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>
Projects announced here.
There are many copycats, but only one .Net
Yes, I still like retro video games.
secure end-to-end PGP encrypted person email for sensitive correspondence and file drops — mdm.hatter@proton.me
All Rights Reserved, 2026 Meryl Yeo, Yawen