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Independent English Playwright (Literary Writer) & Fine Artist:

Meryl Yeo Yawen

And if it helps you understand better which is which:
Mdm. Yawen Yeo (Meryl)

Meryl’s just my maiden nickname.
Yeo’s my surname.
As per Singapore passport I’m Mdm. Yawen Yeo

I descend from a line that is
Literary . Artistic . Musical

Swiss Authorities registered me on their Federal government databases as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo

(formerly Mrs. Michael Schindhelm 24 Oct 2019-21 Nov 2024. My first marriage. Now divorced. He’s 23 years my senior. I’m born in the 80’s. I’ve never been his representative or worked for him, nor has he been my representative nor worked for me.)

Sometimes the solution is not to keep quiet but to speak up and command, to embody the appropriate element, when the time is right.

My original compositions and music should be correctly attributed to me rather than to a brown, black or Hispanic person (none of which I am). My Singapore Birth Certificate shows I am a mix of two pure Chinese races. Swiss Authorities have to follow my Singapore Birth Certificate.

I’m not just reading existing old material from scrolls. I’ve created new material true to the roots of the English linguistic family tree. This act in itself requires successful full connection (the word is ‘agape’, but it has taken on unfortunate aneutral, religious, connotations in past centuries which put people off of it) as a First Language majority, never-before seen on this planet as my connection is completely unstunted and primary, as opposed to being born of a second/third/fourth language and so on, which means I can spontaneously create entirely new material in full layers which contain my instruction and alignments, while others can only maintain, copy and/or take instruction from pre-existing alignments even if they look cleverer and/or hog and withhold information. The one with “Rosy” Eyes/rose-coloured glasses has battle experience. They’re not a virgin/near-virgin keyboard warrior who got a job or office job at age 30+, or whatever. An adventurer from an Advanced nation, with no agenda. Sometimes people feel safer associating you with an agenda or conspiracy theory as a way to limit your potential, just because that’s all they know or want to know in their dim realities. You’re already “too much” for them to handle before you’ve even done a thing or exchanged a single word. Why live under the same limits as them, be yourself anyway and stay free of others’ irrelevant narratives. Never agree to playing small, break free. School the emotionally and psychologically compromised ones, just by being you and doing your ‘thang’. Nothing else required.

I have engaged lawyers and am in the midst of lodging a formal police report over the theft of my Identity.

(under construction)

Neither my biological mother nor I have ever received Assistance or welfare in our respective lives, at any time. I no longer live in Australia. That’s someone else. I’ve never had a real-life partner who looks brown, black, nor anyone who looks like they’re from families where their skin tends to tan deeply under the sun. Neither do I look like any of these. Beware of mistaken identities.

My mother was particularly known for per business prowess. She could really intimidate when she meant business, could take grown men aside and stare them down in private. It was enough to disconcert them into backing off. She was able to fend off the family business in the 70’s (financial institute since the 70’s, with our own bank vault). This was no joke at a time when there were problems with bands of men and Communists in Singapore. But she was also a mother. There are almost no women who can do this today, few are still able to cut through to the heart of the matter to dispel / command the politics of the day. Those of us who can are a dying breed, simply because what makes men tends to destroy women (and vice versa) and many choose to settle — perhaps wisely, albeit at the expense of truth and true growth. All except the few like us who keep moving and evolving, who choose and value genuine personal growth — “spiritual”, one might even dare call it — above all else.

In terms of leadership amongst women, we’re clear leaders in the modern day dialogue - practically immune to the subversion and pigeonholing of today’s times that belong firmly in the past. I’ve travelled the world in style — starting off in first and business from infancy to teens, explored the world non-stop in my mid to late 20s, and have flown about internationally several times a year from 2017 to now mostly on my own dime since that’s the only way you can call the shots in environments that want to see you denied of it. I use my position to the fullest and actually do the workings rather than just amuse myself with it for show and tell. I’d like to think that I add to the proof that it’s possible for those at the very top crust of society (in various degrees) who value excellence, to stay fairly grounded and never let it get to our heads. Very unlike some populating the recent regions I’ve had the mild misfortune of being dragged through, who seem to have firmly gotten all those bits of the equation mixed up and have become good at using deception in hidden groups rather than genuine honesty and learning, who market themselves as champions of diversity without being able to sit at the table with those diverse groups and share a meal without needing to change each other.

There are people trying to confuse our identities with people that we’re not.

When I was in Singapore’s Top 2 girl’s high school in the 90’s (Nation’s Top 1 Chinese girls’ school, no other races. None of us students were brown/olive/black), at around age 14, my schoolmates and I came under attack from a group outside of Singapore. Almost all the girls at the school had had our contact details publicly distributed, people were told we were prostitutes and encouraged to seek us out. It was announced during assembly and was greatly upsetting to us, some of us teared or cried a little, but we were told that everything was under control. This incident caused the adults to cut something that was in the major pipelines between our countries. It was huge, they’re still sore about it, but they went for the womb and they got their wings torn off. But history need not repeat itself either way. I guess when you’re ahead of the pack, some people with less integrity and over-reliance on false marketing/data sets can try to kill you before you’ve even gotten the chance to step out. All Switzerland has seemed intent on proving to me is that it continues even when you’re into your 40s. It must be tiring for them to live in fear of one’s honest and highest potential. With Singapore, everyone wants in, but it hardly means they’ll get it. Like I said, history need not repeat itself either way. But they just epic-ly blew their chances in a way that’s difficult to get angry about. All you feel is pity because they don’t seem to understand that they’re the ones who are unable to continue, and still pretend to struggle to comprehend that Asians could understand the Western ways of life as though we’re still in the 90’s — they’re investing in a house of cards thinking they’ll pass muster or own anything at the end of the day, unable to stand up to the challenge when subjected to the sorts of tests most of them fashion their lives around and advertise that they’re capable of administering but none of them pass.

For people like myself and mum, and no doubt countless others who quietly operate in the shadows to avoid these backwards-mentality people, can find it unnecessarily difficult to know how to build a life when the world is psychologically living a few centuries behind. It can be rough when people already don’t see you as a person even when you’re standing right in front of them with a great energy, with this belief that you can achieve anything with positive thinking, an openness to others, a great attitude and track record. But sometimes people see that and it makes them go crazy, spurs them to look within and see how much they have fallen short of their own standards. And sometimes they just want to take you down with them, to play this game from many centuries ago where someone always has to be the “bad guy”. And sometimes they just don’t even let you say no and walk away. They force the encounters, once they make sure that you’re exactly the person they’re after. And it just takes some time because they’re insincere and it’s orchestrated, I was never just chosen at random for some date but tested specifically over 2.5 years in Singapore to make sure I’m exactly who and what I’ve been described as by others, a genuinely gifted healthy individual without autism and without neurological and/or physical developmental diseases, and capable of doing what I can allegedly do and have been seen to do — it was arranged so that I was not “supposed to” have any way to say no to them. No access to register my choice and leave. This was done by people with such deep-seated hatred from their camp(s) like I’ve never experienced, as if they were crusading and completely unable to see the person standing in front of them in the flesh at all. These were seriously weakened people, with a kind of inner desperation I frankly still don’t fully comprehend despite what I’ve been made to go through. It’s like they believe there’s no way out and are going mad, trying to take everyone out with them who are still sentient, living and most of all — Healthy & Creative. Where I come from, there’s always a solution. We can design anything, discuss anything, achieve anything. There’s just no such thing as “no solution”, and you should be able to do it yourself and stand on your own two feet given some time and effort, with your community supporting from a healthy distance as befitting a truly independent, neutral and *decentralized* First World system of today.

I’d never lived through a war, we’re told there’s no such hatred anymore, that it’s all peaceful now, that we are all Freed to make new agreements safely with one another. Switzerland is well within the neutral zone and was green flagged on government websites the whole time I was there (with only one exception of the US govt website which flagged a red alert for theft circa 2024), while any form of reporting was being completely suppressed and/or denied despite them facing no external threats and/or downtime. I discovered it was never only a “rural” problem as described, and they were being totally dishonest about that while absolutely knowing what they were telling me was to my detriment, and what end awaited me (even at the heart of Zurich and Geneva, I found those who were buzzing with bloodlust in anticipation of me dropping all my belongings and running, especially those with involved in properties, logistics/postal services and storage — they absolutely knew what was being done and the effect it would produce. I have tax-backed insurance-backed hard paper evidence, caught them red handed). And maybe that was the whole point, to punish you for having the solutions, for saying no to them in the first place, arranging it so there’s no way for you to stop them even after you say no and try to leave and take your life/vitality and business elsewhere. I have First World government contracts waiting for me — not the ones you might think, you get paid less than anything that you would ever earn in corporate, only about 4 to 10% of anything you can pull in pure commercial or corporate sectors if you’re the best around. It’s really modest and backbreaking work, like raising kids. Almost no one wants to do it, because not only does it leave you no time for having your own unless a miracle happens and you find a similar maverick partner on the roads less travelled, you do meaningful work that makes 10 to 100x of a difference to the world and People than any corporate role and what you earn in return is a total joke compared to corporate, it makes people treat you like a joke too once they realize there’s no religious motivation since the amounts are close to the poverty line, and that’s what I ended up with because I refused to take bribes or gifts nor knock the tax system and they spitefully told me it’s all I could get. They think kindness is stupidity or unspoken consent to be stripped of your property and existing rights, and an excuse to wilfully force martyrdom and other crimes and external beliefs on you. You should’ve seen the looks on these fatcat lawyers’ and professionals’ faces when they handled my numbers and their disrespect like I was ruddy worthless for clocking such dismal figures as if these were a statement of my value of my works/contributions as a person, despite the fact that these paltry returns were essentially from securing global high scores in new uncharted territory for vital work that is absolutely necessary for the functioning of a healthy society. They laughed at the idea that problems could be fixed even when I had the solution, laughed at me for having no team or access to one, like it was funny every time I requested access to manpower or to release any funding to hire a professional team for mission-critical and important work vital to the success of the project and fulfilment of core target objectives — not some unquantifiable unknowable or esoteric thing, nor of impractical flights of fancy. I was administrated like a fricking male 3rd assistant without authority to make valid contracts nor issue orders, not a female C-level who owns/runs her own rig and drew the highest profits in her chosen sectors apart from the actual business owners. You can’t hold me to the responsibility of a CEO or Company President as a true top crust First World citizen but give me the contract and authority of a refugee toilet cleaner to entirely block my access and executive authority. I’m not even anywhere close to retirement or being able to buy my first home with this — it’s not even enough for a minimum down payment on the smallest 1 room resale government flat in Singapore for actual poor people. Meanwhile everyone around is jacking up their bill at 10x market rate with smarmy looks on their faces like I’m filthy rich even after I’ve explained it to them — I’m just like you, I actually know your workflow intimately and can’t afford this kind of ballooning of costs like 1 hour for a simple admin task that I know takes 10 minutes, I’m practical and this is a very simple list of tasks and I know exactly what the market rate is for what kind of top professional in their field, and give them the breakdown of executables and deliverables. I wasn’t even given the budget to hire an assistant, I’m a one-woman army. People are shocked when they walk in expecting to find either a room full of refugees or a whole team on ground for what I’ve pulled off and instead they find one lone woman independent from the upper top crust of the First World you’d never normally even get close enough to smell, who looks like the sort who would be a flight attendant or ditzy cheerleader rather than the ball-busting C-level male-man and team of sharpshooters and strategists they’re expecting to find, there’s no support or man in sight nor on their radars. Then they treat you like you’re a fraud or lying to them and throw you out in disgust, these people who are swimming with resources while boasting to the world all the time about “Quality of Life” and about being experts on women’s rights and leadership yet acting so surprised all the time, dissing IATA-backed charts while celebrating “medicine is for goat” derived statistics rather than from Freed people, you’re on your own with no help/support/info! They’re spiteful. You’re hardly boosting the bill, often you’re reducing it and eating into your own savings to get the job done right when you could walk away earlier with the cash because there’s technically no obligation for you to fix things not to mention take on those extra risks to secure the critical data that helps others — while you’re bleeding out with no pay because “the job has ended”. You have to understand these contracts have no such requirements at all, upper management is regimented and has no way to place such specifics. So it’s usually assumed only rich people can do it, but they often lack access to applicable experience and have a lot to lose. As mentioned there are government contracts waiting for me, people who want me to step forth into my rightful role with commensurate administration, to firmly align with my purpose and place in life, that would lead people forward into a confident and bright future rather than be sucked back and dragged into the false marketing that needs the best of us to be stuck in the past by people who never got past their own rights’ movements from back in the day and are still fighting in those terms or trying to force everyone else to.

In Melbourne, I once encountered a Malaysian boy with an Asperger’s diagnosis. I had wanted love. But this was all the way back in 2002 and it’s now 2026. I have no idea why this should keep coming up again and again year after year, as if people refuse to get over it and let me go over this. Sharing my experiences about our encounters helped several top moviemakers depict more realistic intimate emotions in their male leads on camera and closeup, where the man expresses himself while being clearly possessing a high level of detachment and/or is alienated from his own emotions and/or other people. It seems that my information was shared regardless of how I consistently opted out of “legitimate interests” and any forms of private data gathering.

I’m atypical with no disability (unless someone would like to admit that something *was* done to try and achieve that end) and have been incredibly well-adjusted. I’ve done some prestigious work and made an award-wining documentary. Before Switzerland I was like this: I’d “spin” tunes like a DJ, while I was C-Level. People felt that I was being given way too many responsibilities. I’d often laugh and joke that I was a “Corporate Trainer”. It was such that when anyone even remotely suggested that I could be the kind of gal to only know how to follow or cling onto a man, people thought they were being utterly ridiculous and jeered them out of town. It was surreal, the impossible happening in the relative backdrop of GamerGate where none of us were “supposed to” know how to get along much less achieve various awesome things together. And later I demonstrated that I’m my own artist, capable of making own original music and layered narratives with sophisticated symbols that had never been seen or experienced in this world — this was when things became intense, where there were sustained efforts to try and obscure or destroy my identity, prevent me from being seen/found, and/or prevent others from recognizing me.

My mother could stare grown men down and get them to back down or cooperate. I could also fend for myself, and after our girls’ school contact details were shared I found myself fighting all these people off in Melbourne, again in Singapore, and again back and forth.

I’m in no way a brown person. These are my originals. The administration is allowing somebody to commit identity theft using my credentials to say that they are me, to make it seem like they are responsible for my original music and original creative compositions because I’ve been registered on paper in Switzerland to look like a brown person or a blood relative of one, which takes my own identity away from me. They’re refusing to fully disclose my own private data to me when I’m the only one who owns it. Meanwhile I see people have been releasing incongruent content into the pure harmonies. That’s why it all sounds all out of sync and nonsensical now, it’s exactly as clumsy as stumbling into minor keys where the piece clearly calls for major keys. People can discern it’s not the same author, their funding is not forthcoming now. The ones in Singapore have dared to ask me how I convinced people to fund my projects and they didn’t even have the guts to ask me to my face — they sent people.

People just believe anything they’re told without verifying whether or not it applies to me or my situation. I’m neither black nor brown, nor am I a displaced Asian minority. No one would mistake me for a Caucasian or brown Asian/Phillippines/Polynesian race in person. The late Mr. Lee Kuan Yew’s accent is completely searchable on Youtube, like him I’ve also stayed true to myself and never capitulated to identity politics/loss.

At the moment I’m trying to figure out what to do in the face of zero information. It’s right there, I’m entitled, it literally states it’s available, they’re just arbitrarily refusing to give access in person, for 5-7 years and counting. I don’t know who I’m supposed to meet up with. You just have to have a look at my CV to understand that it’s never been that I’d have no idea how to ask or get what I want, it’s never been that I somehow had no idea how be likeable or read people, nor that I never said no; I can even do internal query and read people like open books (I have a process). It literally means they’re knowingly taking my money each time but each time pointedly denying access and refusing to deliver. You get what I’m saying? Principles of non-delivery are firmly etched in Law, the Swiss equivalent of Misfeasance by a Public Official are in Art. 97 CO (Breach of Contract/Improper Performance) and Art. 41 CO (Negligent Torts).

If someone shows up claiming they are me but they have an Indian accent or a China or Hong Kong accent, please call the police right away, and report them for identity fraud. If possible please let me know or get police to contact me by email / my Swiss or Singapore phone number. I’m fair-skinned Chinese and look full Hakka Chinese. I’m the only sibling whose face looks full Hakka, body takes from dad’s side with the bone structure.

Firmly Non-AI.

I have never consented to appear at any conference or meeting as AI.
I have never consented to be turned into any functional real-life depiction of AI.
I’ve never consented to come onboard any project and/or show as AI.
I have never agreed to have any part of my likeness, life and/or works recorded into and/or attributed to real-world usage of AI.

I’ve never been involved in any project that would make me appear to endorse AI.

I have never consented to be featured in video games such that anyone paying to play as Master Chief could experience me and my likeness as some kind of grotesque idealized deferential sanitized TAF-club Oracle version of myself helping (any number of players playing as) him out, putting me to non-consensual free labour in a psychopompos function of taking players to graduate to the next stage after they “win”, surrounded by reverent players and NPCs, advising players of what the future’s going to be like and where they’re going to go in HQ or mission control or whatever place of rest or battle, and whatnot. I have never consented, no agreements were made with me. I’ve never been here to wait on you as your psychopompos or “God”-like thing, nor anything else never agreed, in any shape or form. If anything, in reality I am more like glorified pest control than a glorified servant, and I have a really robust appetite but I digress.

I will never lower myself to sell my Artwork.
Even if other people try to stop me from being recognized, if they think I’ll just give up what I’m doing and simply hand it over to them if they can make life hard enough for me — they wish. They’ve mistaken kindness for weakness, when it makes for the strongest and most successful of leaders.

My Artworks consist of, well, Art, as well as a sophisticated manual encryption using a specific self-invented technique of digital layering with no AI assist, held in frames of real capture. The technique is anti-fraud, anti-AI and anti-metadata tampering, and preserves an original author’s signature which remains traceable even if metadata is swapped and/or tampered with to obscure or attempt to transfer their authorship (and therefore ownership). There is a layered key of scaleable complexity. My original IP involves highly scaleable, patentable elements. More than just design and aesthetics, they involve technology and programming that a 5 year old could use blindfolded (Or even just before they take their 1st wail, really). In other words, an earliest form of open capture cryptography. Even if someone else has obtained my original image and all the layers, they can only display the image without the authorship key.

My works are entirely original such that they’ve been considered never-before seen across our current world and era. They’re not simply translated from existing old texts, improved from other people’s works, nor a reorganization and/or re-look of other people’s existing works and/or “errors”. They’re also nothing like a surrealist’s painting which is only abstract, absurdist and/or ornamental rather than practical, functional and easily relateable/understood. This is Master material I’ve created, that regular people can relate to, from the highest to the lowest of us, composed from a string of unique experiences that no one else has had, harmonics rooted in reality, and in combinations that no one else has managed, majority of them moment-in-time dependent and can’t be relived or replicated even if you try now. My works were just published unabridged in its full volume which gave them a whole 10 year run, presented as is, and as works that are presented as highly relatable by those who clearly felt that my material speaks to them. That’s proof. My works are signed (see cryptography, as above). The puzzle is completely solved through my works. There are people who are hiding the truth, or are as yet unable to see it.

There have been many for whom my works have spoken to deeply, are deeply felt, they contain hidden messages only for them, that only they can understand, yet it manages to have something for everyone. Music. Image. Sound. Word. It is bespoke. I’m particularly known for.getting :) diverse groups to work together, especially those that have historically disagreed or been in opposition with each other. As an Ignostic, my methods and approaches are entirely unique and also as yet unseen.

The living signature is inimitable.

My previous Aussie mobile number was +61 422 555 225.

I’m on it! :)

I’m a playwright, original composer and standalone Fine artist (neo-digital, Cryptography & Art), and sole Owner of my own business. My works are bespoke based on my own unique self-generated original creative material. No commissions, no endorsements, no representatives. I’m the sole owner of my original IP/copyrights. Please only deal direct.

I’ve never authorized nor consented to having my work(s), private property, identity and/or likeness be transferred to any other individual, entity and/or group at any time, in any manner, shape or form, whether in part or full, nor be used to inform Artificial Intelligence (AI), to be falsely characterized as being and/or associated with AI at any time, in any manner, shape or form, whether in part or full.

I am firmly non-government, and am an Independent voice that stands firmly apart from activism/politics. I’m entirely self-motivated in my Art practice, combining honest self-expression and whatever was naturally available to me since early childhood. In no way do I receive assistance, nor do I do paid-for-hire works or commissions.

My works often explore the art of Self-Criticism as empowerment through transmutation. In no way does it advocate being cruel to yourself or allowing/inviting abuse.

My 2014 Artwork as seen in the background of my website (trueorigin.net) is pencil on paper, with original digital handpainting applied using a scientific method with encryption elements. It employs two unique original inventions of mine in a marriage of Science and Art using technology, with my art cryptology-based design for universal prevention of forgery/metadata erasure or unique signature tampering. Even if someone were to take an eraser to the physical pencil drawing or destroy the 3D copy, the full integrity of the Artwork is preserved and can be faithfully restored. Even if someone were to take your works apart and write their name(s) all over yours, or try and make you disappear, you can and will be found. My Art is bespoke — woven existentially and spontaneously into cultural tapestries, sequenced using time, with me in full control and decoding / deciphering with precision while painting and expressing the Results technically, creatively and artistically in the truest/highest order. The aforementioned techniques remain my sole inventions under my exclusive care and ownership.

The idea behind it is very simple, aside from what you obviously see. If you have no idea what’s the key, you can have the file but never the original. It would be like being able to read the name of the file and see a lot of words from the gate but not open it to read it.

I originally had more up here, but decided to remove it to avoid enabling someone to use it and just say she’s me. I’ve never been related to black or brown people aside from having friends.

People can believe and do whatever they want for themselves. As long as they’re not seriously expecting to force me into anything outside of what I’ve agreed.

For what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>

Projects announced here.

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Yes, I still like retro video games.

secure end-to-end PGP encrypted person email for sensitive correspondence and file drops — mdm.hatter@proton.me

I put more here, but decided to remove it to avoid someone using it and saying she’s me.

More soon! :>

More soon. high low-tech rawks.

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