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Independent English Playwright (Literary Writer) & Fine Artist:
Meryl Yeo, Yawen (Mdm. Yeo)
Firmly Non-AI. What I do is best described as “High Art Low Art”. Playful, never mean-spirited, bringing people together. It’s always people outside the know who try and divide.
*Previously Registered by Swiss Authorities against my consent, as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo*
(formerly aka Mrs. Michael Schindhelm 2019-2024. He’s 23 years my senior.)
I was initially misgendered as Mr. Yawen Yeo (Mr. Yeo) against scientific proof to the contrary, and then forcibly transferred to a different application with a hyphenated surname Yawen Schindhelm-Yeo to obscure my identity, prevent corrections/access to my own government ID and attempt to remove my property rights.
If you steal my hundreds of pages of unpublished handwritten manuscripts in their final form which are comprised entirely of my complete never-published original works — distinct and unique standalones that are clearly original and unrelated to any other works and viewpoints — by non-consensually recording our private conversations in a public space and/or transferring them from my handwritten manuscripts and then copy pasting the full volume into AI as is with no changes, it hardly means my original content becomes AI, it hardly means I as a person can be said to be AI just because you used something that I never use to pass my handwritten work off as your work, and it hardly means that you’ve successfully transferred authorship/ erased me as the original author and sole copyright holder/ owner. Likewise, if you take my concise digital dream logs and my full photoshop Artwork files (each file over 50 mb datestamped in times before 2019 when the standard digital artist only knew how to generate under 10 mb of data per file) off my private physical drives and put it through a machine to “give” it to you, that never automatically changes the authorship or ownership permissions. Items that are already ready in full final form to be published cannot be described as “ideas”, especially when you execute them word for word unabridged with virtually no replacements, removals or additions, which proves these are full manuscripts in their final form and were treated as such. Further, I’ve never offered anyone nor the public access to my unpublished manuscripts/material via a platform or UI where they could create an account and gain access with an agreement to terms & conditions. I’ve never leased out and/or transferred my material, position or authorship. That means all my manuscripts have remained exclusively as my private property. My works clearly stand out as originals from a distinct and highly unusual level and type of unperverted consciousness and unique perspective even amongst Singaporeans. And what’s been done to
I’m Singaporean from a pioneer generation family of Singaporean Hakka Chinese and Singaporean Hainanese Chinese, one which has roots in Malaysia. I grew up on Coronation, Watten and Sunset where we owned houses and there were durian trees. had a few years in Melbourne when things got out of hand, and met other girls from good families some of who’d survived some pre-civil wars (race/gender-based massacres), but afterwards people still managed to track me down. It was the first time I understood the concept that people can hate you without getting to know you, just because they see something in you that they want for themselves and experience it as a statement you never made. As I’m neither pure Hakka nor pure Hainanese, I correctly term myself as being of mixed parentage. Yes. I am from those circles. There’s nothing to apologize for. It’s factually accurate. Like my family members I burn rather than brown under the sun, and even if I try to get a tan I lighten up in a few weeks. But on each branch, our biological profiles, dispositions and clan histories have recorded differences, and I and many of the new generation are proud of our these nuances which clearly demonstrate a history of what we’ve had to overcome. We always know ourselves and where we came from. We’ve never been monolithic, and pretty much everyone had to set aside our personal need(s) to talk about ourselves until we achieved success together under Singapore’s multi-racial formula, especially in the turbulent decades following 1965 (where everyone wanted to grab a piece of a mythical pioneer Singaporean. Some of those guys were really nuts). Singapore is very socially forward in this regard, a clear leader in the First World. We can all regularly sit together at a round table and have our meals of choice, too, nowhere else on the planet can you do this. Anyone who wishes to know more about Singapore’s success can always look up Mr. Lee Kuan Yew’s speeches on Youtube.
My two studios were at:
422 Collins St, Temple Court (Melbourne Australia, 2013-2015)
22 Starlight Road, Farrer Park (Singapore, 2017-2019)
In 2016 I teamed up with the Independent Archive and Lee Wen in Singapore and conducted private investigations which helped me in my own practice to understand the environment and challenges faced by High Artists in Singapore. Within 6 months I presented a list of issues and solutions, as well as a direct contact to the landowner’s family which had been allegedly out of reach.
In Jan 2017 I was invited to the Freedom of Art Award at the American Ambassador’s Residence at Oei Tiong Ham Park, where my family used to own a home.
I have a registered address at International Plaza in Singapore, like a doge.
I’ve never registered a business to my mum’s home address, that’s just dodge.
There’re some people who are trying to create identity verification issues for me, make me out to be vastly different than how I appear, how I am and have been known. They’re pretending I’m unable to tell the difference, or that I’d be anything like some non-English speaking Asian girlfriend who could be any girl / voiceless/ deferential third-tier immigrant (I speak English in Received — so they absolutely know what they’re doing. Should’ve seen their faces when I exited and still never backed down, how I was unafraid. Then *they* looked/sounded afraid, like it wasn’t supposed to happen and they didn’t know what to do. All they could do was weaponize their rego to say that I must be a dude — lol — they should just admit they have low standards), when they registered me as a different person so that none of my objections register and there’s no case reference/ file and zero handover. So it just looks like I kept quiet or made no objection, when the problem is as a civilian none of your emails count as an objection. Only a lawyer’s letter counts as the first time you enquire or object, and Swiss authorities had refused to release information despite my relentless expert enquiry (they just said I must be my own lawyer and not the person, as if I would’ve needed to grant myself a PoA to speak for myself), that they had *unofficially* transferred my approved individual application to a joint one with an unknown person that could issue me a *Swiss birth certificate* (I’m born in Singapore, Gleneagles private hospital). Since none of my letters registered as an objection, which let them lie that I allegedly just went along with anything. They also registered my surname with a hyphen on documents that are classed as *official* issue, which any data gnome worth their salt knows means it’s NOT my file. And these JD c***s I hired were writing 1-page *normal information requests* that a 5-year old could write semi-blindfolded. There was complete denial of service/access. To date, I’m unabel to find a single point of contact even though I have a Swis counsel who’s sent 3 rounds of letters to separate authorities for *normal information*, based on my expertise clearly they only release information to certain people based on credentials and not the person whose file it belongs to (looks designed to withhold from the official registrant, if you ask me). There’s no information on where to deposit or register an objection, there is only one form that data protection and it’s . Because this Swiss (mis-)administrative withholding is forcing me to move around every 3 months and keep coming back to resolve their issue, whatever good that could’ve been obtained from my Swiss stay and anything received while with my ex-husband was completely destroyed. By the way, they’re now trying to keep confusing the identities between my former husband and I as a way to continue stop me from getting started and have my resources go to someone else — my ex-husband is the cultural consultant and I’m the Artist the funds are meant for because I’ve been trying to start my business since 2023 but they tried to stop me from leaving by creating/weaponizing documentation that makes it look like my consultant/manager ex-husband is the artist the funds go to and I am the one billing him for consultation/management when it’s just to retrieve my funds owed to me as the Artist. You see what the problem is? Furthermore the Swiss government’s administrative arrangement and denial of access to my own government ID destroyed any and all transplants/grafts that could’ve come out of my time in Switzerland, nothing survived except physical storage and I was fending off these vultures who were clearly used to having people abandoning everything they had and running. There’s been no way to “transplant” and plant anything I had grafted from my experience even though I had fully paid for it and met more than the requirement of full commitment/effort/standard and delivery on my part. It’s designed to prevent you from leaving with anything you made or created, they’re configured to claw everything back from you that you generated there by disabling you with methodical government administration and I’m saying this as a data professional in big tech and banking (10 years public data courier, Oracle/Solaris, KBMS (IEEE), application processing and verification/qualification of individuals to obtain mortgages/loans/platinum credit cards from fortune 500’s) and the fact that I also had to have worked as an exotic flight attendant for some part of my career and cast as female front-of-camera in my youth because these so-called sexist hiring/gender verification policies (which the West loves to bash allegedly to liberate and speak for me in the name of Feminism) prove their reason for doubt is invalid since there’s no way to mistake me as the opposite gender for government registration purposes is beyond absurd, especially since these two professions are normally never had together in one person and perhaps that is their point by design which is heinous and self-evident. I have looked through their public libraries and while it looks good on the surface, in practice there’s no real single point of contact to the general public for such enquiries. They are all public lines whose staffers can only handle questions to FAQ’s on a low KPI and if not they simply do things that gets an officer/operator fired anywhere else in the First world like drop your call multiple times, give obviously wrong information to shoo you away or blind transfer your call out (if 1st World standards are ≥95% KPI or else department gets fined by government/federal authorities, theirs is about 50~60% or even totally optional where their recorded calls are obviously not regularly screened by direct supervisors for performance reviews and you never contact anyone that does anything that the audits will cover, no case reference and no handovers of your file/enquiries, I would even say it’s more like the standard of a serious side mock-up for a theatre project than live essential services on a National population with locals and foreigners that’s subject to audits with consequences); Not one single time did I have anyone working for any office in the Swiss government say to me “I can see from your last point of registered contact that you raised a case on this or that, leading from this or that, first instance on this date and last point of contact on this date. My colleague so and so has since done this or that and/or the original request from this date has an ETA of x working days, I see it’s taking longer than usual” then specify the name of the last process queue the officer raised an item in, whether it’s still open or closed with any remarks left by the last person who was logged as having accessed it. Process queue items cannot be empty or uninformative. If volume of data in the item’s operator access logs is in huge disproportion to the caller’s logged number of queries, this would be a stray that gets flagged and multiple people would be hounding the responsible staff and their team lead “have u actioned yet. closed yet. closed yet. where’s it at. what did tech team say. ok update in notes pls” because these things are audited and have fines. Or they would note that they see no information on where the last responsible contact officer raised the escalation or item, then provide you with your case reference number if you did not quote it) and lead to nowhere and whose frontline customer execs — and only after you know how to corner them with specifics so they can’t transfer your call away or keep you stuck in an endless loop for hours trying to get a response until you give up —will admit in the same breath that they are professionally unfamiliar with certain concepts/topics but attempt to advise like experts after talking to their own internal teammates whom they will claim you can’t just ask to talk to (tech support) pretty standard internal knowledge base like KBMS combined with normal internet searches so often they don’t even know what your enquiry is about or who to transfer you to, they’ll even claim it’s not possible so you have to be someone who’s familiar with their role/department infrastructure and script to corner them and finally get answers. Even then they’re usually unable/unwilling to even give you an email address or only carefully say that you can only email the general email address seen on your official government document but they can’t and won’t confirm what it is even when you read that email address out to them from the document (read: they’re only a reception level role for where job applicants are typically only required to have high school education — they’ll typically take ‘N’ levels not just ‘O’s so it’s not the best ones.) Instead, where they have had me locked at is akin to a 403 error of “you are not recognized as the authorized person to access your file even when you’re standing right in front of me at the counter with all your documents and expert knowledge” and “if you’re an expert, you must be a lawyer you hired and not the person themselves because they’re not supposed to be able to know these things based on the only official documents you were given and therefore the only ones you can produce to verify your identity”. The result of this is that anything that I could’ve grafted from my experience was destroyed even though it’s normally impossible to kill off unless you are exceptionally negligent or go out of your way to do it on purpose, because the *transport* conditions I was forced to carry my precious load were so bad I was just completely blocked and locked out of the whole system and even my government identity in the first place. It was akin to endless 4xx errors - they’ll say your case file doesn’t exist, last point of contact doesn’t exist, record of last officer logged doesn’t exist, record of last ticket raised doesn’t exist, you are not authenticated, and now we now know you are the person but since your approved application ‘token/session’ has expired and even though it’s because we set you up for access denial you will have to pay in full like a new person for a new authentication token to access your own file - as if you are back at square 1 filing a new application/login authentication token and we don’t know you. What the Swiss authorities do with your registration reaches outside of Switzerland wherever you go and ensures the access denial and even removes your First World permissions that you had even before you arrived in Switzerland “this user is not recognized, this user has no First World authenticated session or token or history of First World authenticated sessions” issue follows you everywhere and even spreads to other areas of access/service that should be completely independent and also insist they are completely independent because they will deny/stonewall your enquiry when you try and put that information from these different channels/departments/services together so they can see what the problem is. But when you force them to respond using a lawyer they’ll finally make internal enquiries to pull all this same information they claimed could not inform the matter/case at hand and insist the sum of all these parts are valid at the same time and it is your problem not theirs.
So basically what this means, is that I have been trying to get out from this but they wouldn’t let me leave *even though I have never signed a government bond*. Since I started my company in 2023 to move on, I couldn’t take up a new Art studio elsewhere, I couldn’t even move back into my own official registered residence, I couldn’t move my own physical belongings out of Switzerland because what they did was global, and in this state I won’t be able to register my copyrights and Intellectual Property bceause Swiss authorities have deliberately stopped me from being able to verify my own identity so anything I create and any money I make doesn’t belong to me. The difference between me and some other foreigner who describes their time in Switzerland as like a cloud in dream paradise is that I understand data, I’m an original inventor with original intellectual property — it’s not copied or “improved” from someone else, it’s original and from a rare that’s not even supposed to exist. There are teams of people trying to preserve this of my culture and have identified me as being one of a handful left from it. What I have is original from lived experience that is completely unique and as yet unseen as expressed in this world — and I also happen to understand solutions, because that’s what I’ve needed to find for my original material and unique situation. But now Swiss authorities have arranged it so that I won’t be able to prove I’m me. Both my Swiss counsel and Swiss authorities have become non-responsive the moment I zeroed in on the data and fired precise shots that hit the mark — I knew what to ask for, what to point out and how to explain what they meant, citing laws, and no reply is also a reply, inaction is also an action. In contrast before I even entered Switzerland for the 1st time or got married, and before I even met my first husband, I had the personal credentials to get my own lease for my own studio, to get my own Platinum financial products backed by my own solid taxpayer records, to make valid contracts and move around freely. But since I accepted Switzerland’s invite and application, I’ve had to do nothing but fight to leave and get back my user authentication/identity verification credentials they took away by mishandling my private data, which ironically feeds the problem by making me look like a scammer for doing nothing but fighting this issue instead of being able to get to the point with my business. The issue Swiss authorities have created is a user authentication problem at the government ID level (for which they’re denying even *normal information* and access, if you need a lawyer for normal information it’s not normal it proves Swiss authorities deliberately registered me to deny me access to my own file and right to have a case file with paper trail). It’s similar to a HTTP 403 error ("The Swiss Authority understood the request, but is refusing to authorize it."). It forces you to leave, only then do you discover you' can’t just walk away because what they did removed ALL user authentication from your Master government data. So now you need to re-enter on multiple entries (visa) to fix the problem and get the Swiss government to simply release you (each of these official documents that you need takes a few clicks of a button to generate, 2-3 phone calls, it’s literally 15-30 mins and 10 min follow up on a different day.) so that you can authenticate as the owner of your assets/IP/copyrights and even have the right to rent your own studio again and the right to secure your own property because there’s no way I can work without my drafts and they’re all in storage in a different region out of these criminal administrators’ reach under a grade 4 Black Belt padlock while I figure out the logistics of moving it out of the country under their imposed restrictions (as a professional, I know the data, I have a stack of it which says I can’t take it out and say I own it, including VAT bills insured on a singular identity proving I’m being taxed as a different *person*. Which means if I didn’t know what I was doing, I would go on and set up my own business, blindly register my original IP accepting what public information says, and then one day down the road, usually 20 years later or whenever records are expunged, lose chunks of it via tax registries and not know why. I wasn’t born that long ago but I wasn’t born yesterday), some of these people refuse to accept you have private property rights or take no for an answer, they just access your private property and help themselves to whatever they want even when I’m still there. And the police refuse to let you lodge a report (I had a 12-pager in 2023 Caslano police refused to accept, I even brought my then-husband down). So all this essentially killed the momentum and killed the graft I had, and I have to do everything all over again from scratch including the sampling and retrieval because the last sample retrieval was designed to be a failure, and with less than what I had before I even arrived in Switzerland because they took away my user authentication credentials at the government ID level. Meanwhile all my friends and supporters from near and far have probably been asking why I don’t show up — it’s because people are claiming I’m working for them, I’m doing work for them, or that I’m not the person and just some AI or whatever. And the problem is that it’s not just someone having an opinion, it’s what they’re being allowed to force on me and strip from me in terms of ownership just because of that opinion.
So I could continue my TRUEORIGIN youtube channel right now and get right to the point, in May/June 2026. I can reboot, and appear to reauthenticate my identity, status and CV. I can publish something original, succinct, punchy in about a week to some reasonable polish with no issues, put in in my mug as a talking head and talking and walking through whatever real-life place I’m at (Frankfurt right now), source and hire an expert team so you’ll see my website and output keep improving with visible timeline and advancements in gradual releases. Register my IP, start pitching to investors while rolling out all mediums I can manage prolifically. So I’d seed something on my own ‘eggs’ even though I was forced to leave Switzerland without the graft (or rather, they destroyed it). And even after exiting Switzerland, these c***s would just say I’m AI, misrepresent me as just a contractor doing work for them, that this was all their idea and IP, and be able to make any contract that says they own what I create and just come in and take over everything, insert themselves between me and my investors/shareholders using lawyers and actually have right of way, and be able to impose conditions that I must stay or else they can press damages and I’d also have to accept this “management” suddenly imposing on something that’s supposed to be under my exclusive independent ownership. I know what the data says, death and taxes. I know what the registrations mean. I know what these people in Swiss government did, and how they did it. I kept telling them who I am and what I do/have done, they just thought no one would believe I could really have that experience/CV, or thought it was a joke, I guess because a lot of them fake their CV and never need to really make friends/talk to people.
I’ve long stood firm about what I want and don’t want as a serious literary writer and fine artist. In places with the best copyright laws and long-standing tradition of master artists/musicians, such as in Germany, the original creator’s works are legally recognized as intrinsically tied to their identity as a person.
My previous Aussie mobile number was +61 422 555 225.
My previous email addresses were meetmissyeo@gmail, meryl.yeo@hotmail, babymeryl@hotmail (my email from late high school years, not exactly professional), redchocobo and redchocobo23 @gmail (no I wasn’t saying that I’m a mount, I was saying I’m a friend of “monsters” that have to be befriended because they can never be tamed even if the writeups say so). I have not coded since I was 11, html is not coding, and I can’t put my mug up until I land a few features in official publications (snore) so that they can’t strip my content and say I’m AI when I post on a platform that’s “too available”. Which is utter sh*te because the internet was all about making things available and egalitarian to people so that we would be empowered and transcend this oppressive garbage that keeps all of us small (fat or not) blind and divided. We wanted to transcend, instead all we got was trans but like not the voluntary kind (on top of that I get the dubious honour of being lumped with Vietnamese, double punny), we wanted truth and we ended up having to hide them as jokes and cartoons. Same as it ever was.
I’m a playwright, composer and standalone fine artist (neo-digital, cryptography-based) who can also perform my own works for the purposes of *directing* and making tailored adjustments to achieve perfect synchronization with chosen actors/core team members. My works were assessed to be of high value and particular cultural significance, requiring a long incubation and creation period without interruption or interferences. Singapore’s environment was deemed unsuitable, as its core structures are all aligned to be a factory for developed countries and had far too many interferences for anything born of the country to seed and grow to maturity in the manner of the Greats. In other words, we weren’t supposed to be more than vessels that were well-paid to carry out the instructions of the older developed world, much less yield leaders like Mr. Lee, and since then they’ve toiled to ensure . Because of this, Switzerland was initially thought of as a potentially ideal place. However those involved including authorities did the opposite, and escalated the interferences and interruptions far beyond anything I’d been subjected to in Singapore to the point my property kept being removed and I kept getting harassed anytime I made a movement because Swiss authorities flat out refused to issue me a lawful permit in accordance with my official approved application and invite. I remain the sole owner of my copyrights and I’ve never conferred authority for anyone to speak for me. It would be incorrect to describe me as an actress or cinematographer, I’ve only appeared in others’ projects as a favour not because I’ve agreed to switch profession or change career, as I was told these were a pre-requisite to us getting funding. This would be easy to ascertain if that were the goal, by assessing my CV and gathering data through existing official references. The fact that this was never done, says it all. There’s a story about Winston Churchill, who was once told by a filmmaker what a difference his special nod at him made in the latter receiving funding because the investors were impressed, the next time the filmmaker came in with the investor Churchill stood up and bowed to the filmmaker. That’s how I procured the funding for my projects. however my own funding was never released to me as investors did not deal direct with me, it went to somebody else who apparently inserted themselves and claimed to be acting for me. Also, I had made it clear in the years leading up to Switzerland that I will never change my name, that my legal name is Mdm. Yeo, Yawen (I also made it clear Yeo is my surname). I did so before things were taken out of my hands using their administration to prevent me from hiring a lawyer. Unfortunately although I kept sounding the alarm, backup did not arrive and people got too excited when they saw how much was on the table and decided to leave me (the 100% owner of my IP/copyrights and ) to die. What happened, happened because key people in the chain who made it their business to be in those roles, made a conscious choice to go after nothing but money at the expense of the original author and original works (me, mine), despite any and all claims about their “culture”, CV (such as any alleged positive track record with anti-corruption practices when handling high value projects, and successfully moving large sums for the original author such as myself ) and competences. They cared nothing about preserving the integrity of the works or what happened to me. There were people who had themselves appointed into illustrious positions in justice, who did everything to subvert and deny justice. They enabled and sometimes carried out arrangements to deface me beyond recognition and stopped my core teams from finding me. They refused to even look at the facts and official documentation in front of them, almost none of the ones I cold-called and encountered were independent or capable of critical thinking and when they were they wanted a lot of money upfront while at one point saying the success rate was low (always a red flag). Professionals I hired and paid, would suddenly appear to be taking another person’s instruction even though they were signed to take my instructions, as though someone could just ring them and insert themselves at any time. Often they had no moral compass, ironically in countries that demands constant proof of it of those incoming while those already in there never have to be anywhere near meeting those standards, and they were corrupt when the marketing and reports declared them as free of it. When I finally managed to get the attention of genuine high professionals and independent authority who saw the paperwork, they had a lot to say. The people who orchestrated and enabled this are so pathetic, their view of humanity so dismal, they thought they could throw people together and get us to kill each other off for their own entertainment if they make things desperate and enable the chaos. Well, they failed against humanity, and in their futile everlasting blindness never thought we’d exchange notes and make our own agreements, never thought that some of us can actually See, and write our own destiny.
I’d warned my mother 10-15 years ago that I’d detected the existence of specific incoming groups of men in Singapore from foreign (Westernized) schools of thought, and how they were trying to enforce a culture on us that vastly differs from our own. I told her they were giving us problems, apparently done on unsubstantiated gossip that our power was allegedly exclusively from having strong men and weak women who only pandered to their desires. But this was never our culture, and never our success formula. In my Singaporean circles, the women are never just a number 2. We’re career women.
Those who have kept their heads low, quietly watching how things have unfolded for me since childhood and when I rose in the last years, peers who know me and my family (and aren’t just saying it to grab anything they can), burn inside with fortitude when they see me stand up now after being made to watch me get repeatedly brutally smashed down by those who want to keep insisting we do not exist or that our progress is not real, even when we’re standing right in front of them, living our advanced lives in spite of them. Some of them want to know if I’ve given up on my career as a playwright, artist, scribe of my own making; I say no, and they say “good” with quiet determination and walk off with injuries that they have hidden from me. I can’t help but feel pity for those who try so hard to be a part of my/our success story, but don’t know how to conduct themselves in a civilized world even though they’ve technically made it. I’ve got nothing to prove to anyone. It’s those who take positions only to lord over others and sneer, who imagine they can control others or change our stories, have nothing in their lives and no way to imagine a future for themselves and forge their way there — and then there are some of us who know how to “forge” our way into the future, when “forge” still meant truth before it came to mean something phoney. It makes no matter what they doodle on your administrative paperwork if they basically create another record that’s not you. You don’t have to own it or accept their opinions.
* My original IP/copyrights are owned exclusively by myself as sole owner. I have never transferred ownership of my IP/Copyrights/Identity at any time, nor in any manner, shape or form. I’m entirely self-funded from my own savings and independent contracts, which I procure on my own. These contracts are purely professional and directly related to what I want to do in Art/Culture.
***Unless you deal direct with me, I get nothing, and you have no authorization to use my work and/or likeness. Please only deal direct with me***. Contact me and we can set up verification questions to ensure our dealings and comms are free of AI-related security issues.
I’m an individual, born in the 80’s at Gleneagles private Hospital Singapore, non-government, and have never been part of any politics/activism and/or any such groups. I’m entirely self-directed in my Art practice, which are born of my honest self-expression and natural desires/talents since early childhood. In no way do I receive assistance nor do I do paid-for-hire works or commissions.
My works often explore the art of Self-Criticism as empowerment through transmutation. In no way does it advocate being cruel to yourself or allowing/inviting abuse.
My 2014 Artwork as seen in the background of my website (trueorigin.net) is pencil on paper, with original digital handpainting applied using a scientific method with encryption elements. It employs two unique original inventions of mine in a marriage of Science and Art using technology, with my art cryptology-based design for universal prevention of forgery/metadata erasure or unique signature tampering. Even if someone were to take an eraser to the physical pencil drawing or destroy the 3D copy, the full integrity of the Artwork is preserved and can be faithfully restored. Even if someone were to take your works apart and write their name(s) all over yours, or try and make you disappear, you can and will be found. My Art is bespoke — woven existentially and spontaneously into cultural tapestries, sequenced using time, with me in full control and decoding / deciphering with precision while painting and expressing the Results technically, creatively and artistically in the truest/highest order. The aforementioned techniques remain my sole inventions under my exclusive care and ownership.
The idea behind it is very simple, aside from what you obviously see. If you have no idea what’s the key, you can have the file but never the original. It would be like being able to read the name of the file and see a lot of words from the gate but not open it to read it.
I will never lower myself to sell my Artwork and/or Written works. Some people still fail to understand, but they will, that I will fight to the death to carry out my chosen career. I will *never* shrink back down. They have/need AI, but as always — I learn fast.
When I spoke of “Crimes against humanity” in my writings, it was always a tongue-in-cheek reference to having been the nation’s (and some say the globe’s) top killer in certain video games. Largely organizational, of course, referencing how rank is maintained on top leaderboard spots (let’s be real) and the fact that I was proud to have been an Officer then a Guild Leader with our little communal pockets reconciled with private ownership in our ‘spesial’ framework (courtesy of ye olde actual ancestral commune leadership I’m descended from, that maintained private ownership regardless of any fancy revolutions that got rolled through and claimed to speak for us, spared by dictators that admired our sovereignty. Soz it’s all us, long lunches et al. My mother’s still alive, we have ancestral records). I did once work at Amex at The Concourse in Singapore and ABN Amro at Chulia St in Singapore (and I’m still in touch with those ex-colleagues), but I seldom put these on my official CV since they’re not really my department (even though I later graduated in Accounting & Business) so referencing these in the punchlines (of my writing) was another in-joke for me. These people published my entire series of prolific writings and manuscripts word for word, unabridged. They lifted them from my manuscripts, recorded voice notes and directing/visual notes with no changes, nothing paraphrased or substituted, no removals or additions, which gave them a 10-year run of both short/singles and full feature/album works and counting. Now stop giving credit for my writings to somebody else. It’s embarrassing. I feel like I’ve been shoved in a cast iron pot, inside of a pizza oven, when I’m already ripe enough to walk. Like Weapons and running jokes. I’ve totally never gotten together with any brown dude and I never popped a baby. That was just these turds doodling on my pristine Singaporean admin paperwork (they’re just jellyfish).
As someone who’s always able to find my bearings, I would never take advice on how to be happy from people who are chronically unhappy and unhealthy, especially if they’re the sort that needs others to be unhappy or miserable/put down. You might even catch them setting you up for failure in their need to be constantly “needed” with their “advice” that seems to aim to get you needlessly stuck on survival mode for their gain, when nobody in the developed world needs to struggle like that least of all those like myself with a First World passport (Singapore, World’s strongest passport, Henley’s). If and when I’m forced to work with people like this and they try to enforce a different and backwards “culture” that stops me from running independently in a full-fledged First World capacity, I let them imagine whatever they want — I’m Singaporean, there’s no way I’m going to accept less than. I’d just take whatever resources they offer and do my own thing that actually works ‘rrom Third World to First’. And in future I’ll be able to show how my methods were successful because I followed my own blueprint and avoided the less sophisticated ones that set me up to fail so they can hallucinate that anything I’ve ever succeeded at were because of them. Some unhealthy people will try to remove all the basics you have and force you to fight unnecessarily in a way that brings absolutely no value to your life and just wastes your time/resources, just so they can give this illusion that you have a problem with survival when they simply have a problem seeing you healthy, happy and successful. Only trashy people with no future and piss poor leadership do this. If you’re anything like me, you’d just keep doing your thing. Never give up. Never back down. No respect for such folks.
Who cares if anyone mistakes a true blue Singaporean like me as the type of immigrant who would settle for scraps. I have my standards and can tell the difference no matter how anyone tries to disguise it. Switzerland didn’t want to give me a full marriage, I’ve already said no and walked away. That’s why I officially exited.p So if they’re still stuck on that opinion by now, I’d honestly seriously question their intellect and definitions of intellectual capacity. I can do better than what I’ve been offered in Switzerland and Europe. I have my standards and can tell the difference no matter how they try and disguise it. I already said no and walked away, that’s why I officially exited. Stick to your plan, do what makes you happy and proud, why heed them or share anything with them. They can fantasize that their methods are working on you, that’s just their backwards opinion. Sometimes they’e just trying to put a cap on your potential, but they’ll fail if you already have mastery of spaces and will always have room to keep growing. They’ll fail to pull my standards down, I’ll jusst keep your standards high. They can have their opinion, and you can have your happiness and success the way you dream and define it.
I originally had more up here, but decided to remove it to avoid enabling someone to use it and just say she’s me.
People can believe and do whatever they want for themselves. As long as they’re not seriously expecting to force me into anything outside of what I’ve agreed.
For what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>
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