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Mdm. Yawen Yeo (maiden nickname: Meryl)
Nicknames are never on contracts. Everyone knows this.
Firmly Non-AI.
My contracts have to state my full legal name as per recognized by the Monetary and Tax Authorities in Singapore: Mdm. Yeo Yawen, or Mdm. Yawen Yeo.
I’ve been trying to fully move back to Singapore since Jan 2025 but Swiss administration won’t let me. What it has done keeps requiring me to pay out of my own hard-earned savings to travel back unwillingly to fix their admin issue, where I often can’t head out as I need to be 24/7 on standby to send and receive answers from lawyers and authorities in 2 totally different timezones, which can take 12-16 hours to hammer out each — as a professional. Meanwhile I’m trying to get this fixed as I have people waiting for me to resolve this admin issue so we can finally start work, which they had used this foreign administration to block. It’s been made to look like I simply looked around and never knew how to try anything or flag down opportunity, when I was never given the official stay and/or position and made to firefight 24/7 every day and challenge these people on what they were doing. These were completely externally forced emergency situations where my belongings were being taken away from me every time I left the house, and police were refusing (!!) to lodge reports despite being handed full printed reports I personally prepared. They were treating me as someone not commensurate with my own CV, work history and social track record since 2003. I was reaching out to people constantly using my proven professional and social experience in uncontrolled environments, yet there I was made to look like I was silent. This is serious, it evidences serious interference to have me physically confused me with somebody else that has a completely different profile and CV, it’s not about a person being unable to speak up or stand up for themselves or make friends, but that they are literally erased on the government system and transferred to a record where they are held hostage as if they have no history even when they have all their documents with them and I have the world’s #1 passport it was like it didn’t even matter. I couldn’t use anything that comes with having a powerful Singapore passport, because as I later found out after relentless sleuthing that they used remote/ backend government administration to disconnect me from my Singapore birth certificate. This is Oracle being inappropriately backended with one open source SQL program. Everyone that I hired and independently spoke to would be a-okay, and totally on track with my previous experiences in Australia and Singapore especially where First world, civil social expectation-setting is in place. Then suddenly, after they made some calls, people were telling them something using these backend internal communication channels that you can’t see or access, and communicating exclusively by internal memos and no official communication, which turns everything aneutral and completely lacking in objectivity and/or independence, completely divorced from reality, like imposing an unofficial 3rd/4th backend space which takes people off track from anything they are or have been doing on the ground frontend and remotely enforces a top-down narrative based on unknown opinions of unknown parties that can only go one way. This is not neutral! This is partisan, using known forms of military warfare and covert operations with documented torture methods. They made you think it was just a game, or a hazing ritual where you just have to prove your worth. But they’re not friendlies, they are out to kill you off for real and if you don’t realize it you’ll be gutted 20 years down the road (or however long it takes to expunge certain records). It’s extremely inappropriate to use undeclared military and partisan systems of force on civilian allies in a neutral zone. The whole zone was flagged as green the entire time, with only one instance of US government red alert for high theft in the zone while other governments said it was green. Emergency services were all not responding, because I was registered by their Swiss government as being a different person from my mandatory health insurance! I had no legal status, which meant that I was outright refused based on the fact that I cannot even make valid contracts due to forced Swiss administration that refuses lawful corrections and denies me the right to hire my own lawyers. I have never signed a government bond that would allow them to do this.
Meryl is a maiden nickname, so it has never been the issue since it never appears on my legal documents or the contracts I make, for the above reason. My maiden maiden nickname Meryl has never been a reason for contention, someone is saying that to try and stop the truth from being known: that the problem was that I was registered as a different person when I moved to Switzerland and it was not just a matter of me being unable to vocalize or exercise my choice, but that they registered me as a different person on the government database using my former husband’s surname instead of mine, which immediately stops me from being able to identify myself as the person who has property rights. Swiss Authorities were complicit, they pretended it didn’t happen and now they are pretending I consented. I don’t accept this. I’m from Singapore. We don’t do this kind of thing. It’s never been our culture. We’re much more socially advanced, our rights come with laws. Not politics and arbitrary processing/ discrimination. The Law sees everyone equally, yet never pretends we are all the same.
The fact that my name on my Singapore passport has always remained the same as my Singapore Birth certificate is clear evidence of my repeated and consistent choice that was blatantly ignored by Swiss Authorities and all involved and complicit in registering me as a totally different person when I moved, and subsequent misrecordings of my name against my wishes and consent through withholding my documents and pretending not to register my enquiries and challenges claiming I can’t prove my identity on their soil. The reason it’s a totally different person not a simple misspelling or nickname, because Swiss Authorities transferred my details to a totally different application created a new and separate database entry that police trackers pick up as a different person from the one who arrived, both tax and insurance authorities also consider it a different person with their own separate database entry as a Living Person. They did in a way such that none of their frontend staff can see what they have done and advise accordingly, all claim the mistakes are correct. What they did was serious — the result was that I disappeared with no paper trail, I was only able to hire a lawyer when I exited to move back to Singapore so that there was a paper trail there. Every single person on the planet can only have one database entry as a Living Person. They cannot register you as a different person, and then sometimes your documents go to one database record and sometimes your documents goes to the other(s) so that your money never comes to you. They are wrong to register me in a way that constitutes committing identity theft/fraud on me.
Right now this is the only thing stopping me from receiving my own funding for my projects as it makes it look like I’m undecided about which name I want to receive funds on when the fact is that I’ve only ever specified one legal full name, as above: “My contracts have to state my full legal name as per recognized by the Monetary and Tax Authorities in Singapore: Mdm. Yeo Yawen, or Mdm. Yawen Yeo”. I owe it to myself to fix this issue, so that I can continue to make a living doing what I love. I have never paused, I have never slowed down, I have never been “undecided”, nor “changed my mind”, nor given up. I’ve never agreed to be with anybody else or made to look like I was registered to be with anybody else except my ex-husband Michael Schindhelm. It was just made to look that way. People are waiting for me, directors are waiting for me. They are ready, and waiting. But nothing can start, until Switzerland allows me to fix this admin issue that they caused and forced me to use when they’re compelled to correct obvious mistakes and follow my Singapore birth certificate and passport. It’s not cheaper to live there. You pay even more than urban life because you have to invest and pump money into your own infrastructure, that’s what they advertised — they said you could build your own system and be free to be let alone as everything was allegedly decentralized, neutral, democratic.
t have no f*Swiss Authorities registered me on their government databases as:
Yawen Schindhelm née Yeo
(formerly Mrs. Michael Schindhelm 24 Oct 2019-21 Nov 2024. My first marriage. He’s 23 years my senior. )
I’m Singaporean, and entirely independent in my practice. I partake in no activism/politics.
I will never lower myself to sell my Artwork.
I will never sell and/or donate any part of myself, my identity and/or my position. What I do has nothing to do with running things for others, nor representing other people’s views and/or interests, nor speaking for anybody else. What I do is self-directed and of my own volition. I’ve never accepted being appointed to any role that would make me answerable to anyone else or any group/interests other than my own. I am the one who runs my own business and hires my own teams to create the works. In my works, all views expressed are derived directly from my own personal insights gained on others through a life that I’ve lived in full, and can be seen from my own full CV. I’ve never spent more than I earn. My credit score has been consistently good enough to have a Platinum Master / Visa Infinite since 2003, but I was underestimated for choosing jobs which allowed me to toil amongst the working class and at close quarters where I got to know how people are really like and how they have to live, instead of going the usual academic/skyscraper office route with a salary that would’ve brought me closer to my wealth goals sooner. I’ve been forced to fly to and from Switzerland and Europe constantly exclusively to resolve an admin issue. I guess there’s people out there who get something out of keeping solutions away from everyone, including keeping in a bind those who are known to help others. But I’ll never give up, and I have a bright future that won’t be denied. The problem I ran into is that most other people in First World countries are unable to change their minds for one reason or another, and they don’t manage to stop to check or verify if what they’ve been told about someone is true. It’s like the First World societies they live in are not very free even if they say they are, the agreements or groups they get into only seem to allow one outcome even though they say you have a choice. Whereas somehow, I’d always managed to make the choices that gave me the most mobility and personal growth, but it meant that material success and recognition have been slower to come and I was judged prematurely on that.
The living signature is inimitable.
My previous Aussie mobile number was +61 422 555 225.
I’m on it! :)
I’m a playwright, original composer and standalone Fine artist (neo-digital, Cryptography & Art), and sole Owner of my own business. My works are bespoke based on my own unique self-generated original creative material. No commissions, no endorsements, no representatives. I’m the sole owner of my original IP/copyrights. Please only deal direct.
I’ve never authorized nor consented to having my work(s), private property, identity and/or likeness be transferred to any other individual, entity and/or group at any time, in any manner, shape or form, whether in part or full, nor be used to inform Artificial Intelligence (AI), to be falsely characterized as being and/or associated with AI at any time, in any manner, shape or form, whether in part or full.
I am firmly non-government, and am an Independent voice that stands firmly apart from activism/politics. I’m entirely self-motivated in my Art practice, combining honest self-expression and whatever was naturally available to me since early childhood. In no way do I receive assistance, nor do I do paid-for-hire works or commissions.
My works often explore the art of Self-Criticism as empowerment through transmutation. In no way does it advocate being cruel to yourself or allowing/inviting abuse.
My 2014 Artwork as seen in the background of my website (trueorigin.net) is pencil on paper, with original digital handpainting applied using a scientific method with encryption elements. It employs two unique original inventions of mine in a marriage of Science and Art using technology, with my art cryptology-based design for universal prevention of forgery/metadata erasure or unique signature tampering. Even if someone were to take an eraser to the physical pencil drawing or destroy the 3D copy, the full integrity of the Artwork is preserved and can be faithfully restored. Even if someone were to take your works apart and write their name(s) all over yours, or try and make you disappear, you can and will be found. My Art is bespoke — woven existentially and spontaneously into cultural tapestries, sequenced using time, with me in full control and decoding / deciphering with precision while painting and expressing the Results technically, creatively and artistically in the truest/highest order. The aforementioned techniques remain my sole inventions under my exclusive care and ownership.
The idea behind it is very simple, aside from what you obviously see. If you have no idea what’s the key, you can have the file but never the original. It would be like being able to read the name of the file and see a lot of words from the gate but not open it to read it.
I’ve moved on from Switzerland and Europe because after considering their offer, I think can do quite a bit better than that, and I can take it farther than that. I’ve said no and exited because I have standards. If there was a failure of management, just misdeclaring me as the manager to confuse people of our identities does nothing to switch our roles & responsibilities. Neither does trying to change my surname, misregister my gender, unofficially transfer my private government details to a different application than approved to try and remove my credentials — I’ll still be found, because I can find myself. Turns out, my CV is real.
It’s so ridiculous, all these things I’ve been forced through are so simple to fix and I know that because I actually did all those jobs. I’m in Frankfurt at the moment unable to leave my apartment because I have to be 24/7 on standby to fix this emergency that no one is responding appropriately to. Every time I come back to Europe, I can’t go out because I have to fix this admin thing and be on standby for round the clock communication and be ready to spring out for lawyer appointments that claw my hard-earned savings out and lead nowhere. The take on neutrality is so warped now, when the outcome is so wildly non-neutral, how can these people seriously say they have been neutral. The main difficulty is that everyone treats it as a vanity project or hobby rather than a real serious calling in service of humanity, they have to look pretty and smell like a million bucks all the time cradling their badges and beads while their own First World backyards are burning down. It’s just been made to look like only people from rough backgrounds or with an uneducated background can or would take action to immediately step in and administer necessary/appropriate interventions in an emergency, while we’re being told that you can only be respectable and “high class” in the First World if you hold an office job where neutrality means inaction, where you can now only be seen to stand on podiums giving increasingly pseudo-intellectual grand speeches celebrating/parading around your busy but empty CVs while parroting this take on diversity that requires you to say equality means we have to pretend we’re all the same or should want to be — one big batch of scrambled eggs. So that no one can talk through our differences and fix any problems anymore, because it’s now dirty and beneath us to acknowledge there are any differences, nor admit anything to be fixed, it’s all a huge pretense to “service issues” now and we have to keep up this image of grotesque perfection at the expense of the reality otherwise we’re shaming ourselves. This is inhuman, to be completely unable to admit your mistakes and imperfections, that you would insist they’re correct and perfect while things are burning down as if they’ll magically go away, especially if you treat the ones who are trying to get this fixed as the bad guys.
They also went at it like they were extra offended that I was saying this despite being pegged as the glam one who was allegedly all looks, whom they perceived as making money because of those looks as the only one in my family who made it into places like Singapore Airlines (on 1st try) and held a Siren card at Baroq House in Melbourne — a notoriously anglo club in a place where >4th gen Asian Australians were telling me that they were allegedly discriminated against or seen as less attractive based on race — where I frequently brought my surprised crew. And I was telling them that it was not because of looks, because I let people experience me and my works before they know what I look like. I told them these are born of prized qualities from within that one never advertises per se, still recognized today. When I broke through so many glass ceilings, they at first said it was because of my looks to discredit my accomplishments, then when it was obvious I had something else that was opening the doors that never opened for them, they’ve been trying hard and failing hard to confuse me with someone else not commensurate with my CV to prevent me from being recognized. They’re inserting themselves to stop people from really meeting me like it’s always been possible for me before without their external interference/false data.
I originally had more up here, but decided to remove it to avoid enabling someone to use it and just say she’s me.
People can believe and do whatever they want for themselves. As long as they’re not seriously expecting to force me into anything outside of what I’ve agreed.
For what it’s worth, here I come with pen and brush as sword. :>
Projects announced here.
There are many copycats, but only one .Net
Yes, I still like retro video games.
secure end-to-end PGP encrypted person email for sensitive correspondence and file drops — mdm.hatter@proton.me
All Rights Reserved, 2026 Meryl Yeo, Yawen